a big huge WTF?

some people are such bitches. fucking retarded bitches who need to just fucking realize how their words and actions affect those around them. they need to realize that their world is not what they think it is. all their fucking lies do is push people away from them and bind others blindly to them. they need to realize that those they bind blindly to them will someday find out their duplicity and figure out all of the lies and that they will then be cut out of those lives. i'm sick of it. i'll go ahead and act nice, but i refuse to take any extra steps. i don't need to deal with your shit anymore. i don't need you poisoning my friends' minds - though i am fairly certain you will try. i'm sick of this shit and all it's attendant flies and beetles. i thought i left this behind and cut out as many of those like you ages ago, but i guess i was wrong. i'm over your lies and your special brand of crazy. no one will hold it against me if i cut you out like a cancer. people like you just show me again and again why i don't have many people i'm close to. i wish i could save those people that you are going to fuck up in your idiotic pursuit of some glass house built on the brittle bones of all the lies you've told and draped in the webs of your petty deceptions. have fun, just keep in mind i have a little pile of stones here waiting and i have great aim.

listing

so it's been a while since i've really blogged on here. i've been meaning to for quite a while, but life gets in the way. well...work does mostly...

so anyway. i'm still waiting on beefcake and replacement shoes. the shoes only just made it back to korea thanks to the weirdness of international shipping. i mean, wtf? two weeks??? -_- i checked in on beefcake with the company to find out when he should ship out as it has been 50 business days since order/payment and was told that they will be shipping him the third week of july with expected arrival to me the fourth week. great. i'm gone when they expect him to arrive to me! suck.

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i've forgotten...

...what i was going to say. i've been so busy lately that every blog post i've meant to do has been forgotten before i could even start.

today i did a movie double header with a friend. we saw the a-team and then prince of persia. the a-team was so awesome! they did great with the casting - everyone was as close in looks and spot-on with the characters as possible. they had references and homages to the original series, the story was updated perfectly (unlike in some cases where it is just faaaar too out of place to do so), and i was pretty much wanting to cheer all the way through. :) as for prince of persia, it was wonderful. lots of beautiful shots, a good script, great adaptation from the game, and omg jake. hawt! both movies had scott pilgrim vs the world previews - each different. you know it's bad when you can quote along with a trailer that you've maybe seen once before and you've not read the comic in several years... -_- *is sooooooooooooooooooo excited for the movie!* also saw a trailer for tron! yay! so gonna see it! and there was an older airbender trailer...but i'm so going to that anyway! :)

on the doll front i'm still waiting on beefcake. *sigh* hopefully he arrives home soon...i'm sick of waiting! abadon has been and gone off for a full treatment. i'm a little over half done with my layaway on him (yay for buying dolls from friends). i've sent him off last weekend with kasa so she can work on him soon. i can't wait! he's so much more awesome in person. :) and the armor? omg! it's wonderfully detailed!!! kasa has her work cut out for her, but i think it is something that she will enjoy doing. i did get in my leeke order on monday and can't be happier with the wigs. they're both gorgeous! the colors are so awesome! the spring mint one even matches one of my wigs for lolita! :D also got an order from bambicrony. suuuuuper fast shipping there! paypal hadn't even confirmed the payment went through and it shipped out! sadly, the shoes i'd ordered came in the wrong size. i'd love to keep them, but really need the size i ordered them in. i will more than likely order the size i got in the future. (i sent them back today.)

hopefully i can do a nine9 style order soon. then i have group orders planned for dollmore and luts this summer. really hope those are successful...

oh! total awesomeness last weekend! i found the unoa freak 2 book at kinokuniya!!! :D sooooo happy! i so want more pattern books. especially ones for slim minis. what i really should do is just start making more of my own.

okay...sleep time now i think...up early and busy day, now sleepy. :)

naughty posing

here is an older shoot i did. i was still new to the a-line body and was seeing what all could be done with it to present a realistic pose and such. :)

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faster than without water

*fistpumps* :D omg! so today was "topless tuesday" in the minifee discussion thread over on doa. it's kinda a new thing this week thing...and, well, i decided to participate. ^_^ i posted up this picture from my naughty posing shoot (don't think i have the shoot on here...) because others had already posted pics all day and, well, why not? i'm pushing it a little i think since the picture is slightly racier than some. true, someone posted a full nude doll, but that was more of a random shot of the doll just standing and they took it to illustrate something, not as part of a shoot and meant in any way to elicit an emotion or reaction...

anyway...right away i got a response from half.jak! she has gorgeous dolls and i am overjoyed at the comment!!!

"Quote Half.Jak:
Fenris -noseeeeeebleeeeeeedddd-
Wow. That is one of my favorite pictures of all times <3 "