combat baby

i decided it was time for a change. that being the case, i've changed the background from katie girl to at the cottage (both available on shabby blogs). i've also gone through and added cuts to the longer posts and photoshoots now that blogger has the feature (yay!). also expect to be adding more photos soon as i've been slowly working through the backlog. more than likely most of it will only be posted to here and resin+ as i get next to no response from anywhere else and don't really care to put all but some of the best items out there since it's barely worth the effort.

aside from that, i'm feeling a little blah and sick - neither of which is surprising seeing as my day on friday sucked balls. it was horrible. one thing after another coming up as issues and an 8.25 hour day with no lunch and the one break i took being an emotional wreck since it was spent talking to a friend about another mutual friend that i'm in not too good a mood about. too many things upsetting me about the whole situation there, and nothing i feel i can do about it without things blowing up in my face and jeopardizing other friendships that i don't want to lose. it makes me sad that the person involved is a drama queen and willingly plays the victim at the drop of a hat.

anyway, i'm gonna go and continue to be depressed now...

lazy park day

had a lazy day at the park sunday before last with kireix. was nearly 100 out, but had just enough of a breeze to be perfect for just hanging out. we dipped our feet in the wading pool at the park after visiting a street fair for delicious food, then whiled away the rest of the afternoon taking pictures of our darlings. :) enjoy the pictures, but be warned that this post is extremely image heavy!!!

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elation to devastation

so, this past month has been an extremely busy one. I went on a trip and got a new doll and things are only maybe just starting to settle down. I need to get pictures processed and up asap, too!

anyway...this isn't really supposed to be a post about all of that. no, the purpose of this post is to cry a little. T_T I just got an email advising me that something I ordered back in early june wasn't actually placed on order as it should have been. I should have received it this week but, instead, am left with wondering if I will even be getting exactly what I ordered. I'd been looking forward to finally receiving my order, instead I'm left wanting to scream and cry. really, I understand that certain things can happen, but why wasn't this discovered sooner? undoubtedly it took the rest of the orders placed to the manufacturer at the time mine should have been arriving at the company before they realized the order was left out. T_T

I was right to think this week wouldn't be a good one...

a big huge WTF?

some people are such bitches. fucking retarded bitches who need to just fucking realize how their words and actions affect those around them. they need to realize that their world is not what they think it is. all their fucking lies do is push people away from them and bind others blindly to them. they need to realize that those they bind blindly to them will someday find out their duplicity and figure out all of the lies and that they will then be cut out of those lives. i'm sick of it. i'll go ahead and act nice, but i refuse to take any extra steps. i don't need to deal with your shit anymore. i don't need you poisoning my friends' minds - though i am fairly certain you will try. i'm sick of this shit and all it's attendant flies and beetles. i thought i left this behind and cut out as many of those like you ages ago, but i guess i was wrong. i'm over your lies and your special brand of crazy. no one will hold it against me if i cut you out like a cancer. people like you just show me again and again why i don't have many people i'm close to. i wish i could save those people that you are going to fuck up in your idiotic pursuit of some glass house built on the brittle bones of all the lies you've told and draped in the webs of your petty deceptions. have fun, just keep in mind i have a little pile of stones here waiting and i have great aim.

listing

so it's been a while since i've really blogged on here. i've been meaning to for quite a while, but life gets in the way. well...work does mostly...

so anyway. i'm still waiting on beefcake and replacement shoes. the shoes only just made it back to korea thanks to the weirdness of international shipping. i mean, wtf? two weeks??? -_- i checked in on beefcake with the company to find out when he should ship out as it has been 50 business days since order/payment and was told that they will be shipping him the third week of july with expected arrival to me the fourth week. great. i'm gone when they expect him to arrive to me! suck.

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