wishes for fishes

right now i'm wishing for a bunch of things...but, well, if wishes were fishes i'd live in the sea. ;) most of all i just wish that azerian would be sent back to me. i've been trying to get him sent back for a bit now and...nothing yet. i'd love to have him home and to be able to just move on with him. i've a bunch of other dolls to work on but haven't had the time when motivated. thinking about it just now, i've not really done much of anything with working on the new ones since sending him off. :(

if i were able to get him home, i'd have to concentrate on getting him a body, then good hair and an outfit. right now i'd be getting him the type 3 delf boy body. i have a wig for him, but it isn't so great...so i'm thinking maybe this would be good for him:
i was also thinking that maybe this outfit would be great for him:

would still need to find him some nice boots...

*sigh* i am waiting on a head to arrive though! i purchased a head from a friend and she will be shipping it out to me this week. :) yay! new doll! (well...will still need to get her a body...but yeah...still exciting!

.:more after the jump:.

random realization

hello 2010, i swear i meant to blog sooner. haha this past week was way too draining for me to remember to do so though. -_-

okay...just a quickie. so far 2010 has been good to me. some ups, some downs, all in all mostly ups. i finished off a nice week+ at home with the parents, then got my fl package last monday afternoon so got to play some before going back to work tuesday. went back tuesday to interviews for a new position in a department that is being created at work. i've known i was getting the position since i was told to apply for it, so wasn't surprised to be offered it officially a few days later. i must say that it is strange when you're interviewing for a position that you pretty much have and when the people interviewing you don't have any questions for you. XD

anyway...so yeah, i now have most of my dolls i was waiting for home. only waiting on dade's head now. why's that? well...dde sent me a second scar breakaway head and scar hand instead of the scar shiwoo and scar arm set as well as a wrong pair of hands. so i emailed them and they sent out replacements immediately. got the arm and the correct hands just fine. the head? yeah...another breakaway. so fired off another email to them and they pulled a head and emailed me on friday saying which one they'd pulled and checking to make sure it was correct. yeah...not so much. -_- yet another breakaway head. so replied and told them no, it's the other head. they've now pulled and sent the right head and i'm just waiting on it. apparently they have a bunch of the heads mislabeled. D: in any case, dade should be here tomorrow or the next day. :) then i get to send everything back that was sent in error.

so yeah...woooo. anyways. once dade arrives i won't be waiting on any dolls or bits for the first time in over a year! soooo weird. though i will probably be buying a head...which reminds me, i need to go pm the seller...toodles!

holiday cheer

yay for the holidays! n_n my Christmas to new years week has been mellow. I've been spending it at home just chilling with my parents. I suppose that is lame, but I've not gotten to be home for this long in several years at least. it's been nice. :) just wish I had enough time to really work on my doll projects.

I had wanted to sew a few things as well as msc and blush a few dolls, maybe even redo a faceup or two. due to a few unforeseen issues I don't think I'll end up with time for much though. hopefully I get one of the sewing projects done at least since it's a Christmas present for a friend. *crosses fingers* at the very least I've cleaned one doll!

anyways...hope anyone reading this is having a happy holiday season and ringing out 2009 in comfort and health while preparing for a great 2010!!!

resin+

so i've just spent the past week working on a new forum for the pacific northwest bjd collectors to use. it was something i was kind of thinking of doing before, but a conversation with a few others at the last trunk show on the 5th prompted me to start in on it for real the very next day. so now there's a new forum! it only went live yesterday and doesn't have overly much on it just yet, but it got 5 new members in a little over 24 hours! i just hope that we continue to grow...you can find it here: resin+ : a pacific northwest bjd collective

on another note...i'm currently a little worried about my fl order through dde...i was thinking about it tonight and realized that dde usually only lets you buy wigs and clothes that are in stock...no real pre-order on them...so now i'm worried that i messed up and that only the dolls are coming from fl and so i haven't qualified for all the event items. T_T i didn't get anything from them saying that i'm stupid and only getting certain items though...and they didn't say anything in their information on dde that i recall saying that you had to get everything as not in stock. i've thought about it though and i think that they had things on pre-order if they were in stock at fl and actually listed which they had in stock...i remember somewhat anal about making sure i didn't order anything in stock, so i think i'm okay. i hope... T_T

anyway... if you are in the pnw, sign up for resin+! (18+ only, membership must be approved)

bittersweet and hate

so I just got some bad news that leaves me in a state of not knowing if I want to be bittersweet or just weep over the whole thing...turns out Lynsey will not really be able to do azerian. she's just too busy with work apparently. he's been away to her since the start of march and, with all that happened before that to just get to the point that he went off to her, well, it has now been nearly a year in the offing. if you add the time since knowing that I would be purchasing him and having her do his faceup, that right there is very nearly two years. at this point I just don't know what to do. I don't know if I want him sent home for me to find someone else to bring him to life or if I want to take up on her offer to still keep him and maybe be able to finish after the new year. from what she said, I don't think that she's all too keen on going that route.

I think I just want to cry and scream and hate the world right now.

however, that hate is not the one in the title. the one in the title is for the idiot girl who has been coming to the meets since this summer and has made herself very unwelcome. she's not a very bright or nice person to be around. constant fear of broken or stolen or otherwise damaged dolls abounds. just a very bad situation. anyways, she's been jerking everyone around whining about how she's going to have to move and now suddenly isn't moving. she's now posted confirmation that she will be at the meet tomorrow. great. just what I need, a good dose of retard to round out everything. T_T

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